It's Going to Kill Me a Little BitIt’s going to kill me a little bit. It’s going to hurt and smart and sting. This won’t be easy. I’m too emotional, too firmly bound to you for it to be easy.It's Going to Kill Me a Little Bit by ~bangingonkeyboards
But, my dear, I won’t be dying. I am here for good and I think I’ve got some staying power. I think you’ve chipped my heart, but it isn’t shattered. And this - this thing between us. I will remember it fondly. When you touched me, you were the first boy I turned the lights on for.
I didn’t love you and I don’t. Maybe I could have. Probably I would have. But it’s okay that I won’t. I’ll miss the missed opportunity, but I’d much rather hold onto someone who will love me just as much, love me fiercely.
I believe that we will both love people like that, even if those people are not each other. Maybe one day I will sit at a table at your wedding. Maybe you will meet my future children, hold my daughter’s hand.
We have so much between us - late nig